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A big oppertunity, A heavy burden.

Every year, when the A-levels result was out, all the seniors and juniors are told to gather in the hall to experience the intense moment. As a junior, I imagine myself putting on my seniors shoe. I can feel his tension, and I think I felt his worry. I was him for the moment.

When it was announced that about 20 people didn't manage to score the minimum requirements, while 30 some did, the tension in the room rises. People are starting to get anxious. We were told from the very beginning that the German A-levels is a very tough programme. The juniors only hoped for the best.

To know that your family is waiting at home for a phone call from you makes you feel very responsible. If you succeeded, they would surely be happy. If not, wouldn't they have their hearts broken? doing something responsible like being a student puts a lot of burden on your shoulders. People around you have high hopes of you being able to succeed. Your parents and friends might already told their friends that you are going to fly to Germany. not knowing that it is't true for sure.

Being a student really makes you put your own hopes aside, and put others hopes in front. If I cant do it for myself, I need to do it for others. Its not about me now, its about them.

"Birds came flying from the underground,
If you could see it then you'd understand"

You might like it later.

I dont like korean dramas, I dont like korean food, I dont like korean language, and I dont like korean music.
4 years back, some of my female friends are really into this 'korean' entertainment. thats all they ever talked about with their friends. "Whats the new movie? Have you watched this show yet? Have you heard this song yet? Wow hes so cute.. blax3" Damn. I hated it. I hated it so much, I made fun of these people. (sorry)

2 years back, the guys are starting to get into the female korean pop (abbreviated as k-pop) group. "I like this one, I choose this, She's so beautiful, Play it again, I want to see them dance.. blax3" wtf? (sorry) they all looked the same to me. I cant differentiate any one of them.

This year my roomate which is a big korean fan showed his friends some k-pop videos. -As usual, I didnt care much. A few days later i got bored doing homework and went to his room. I asked what he was watcing. Its a show called Invincible Youth. So, I watched it with him.


-nampaknya Tuhan telah membuka pintu hati saya untuk menerima serba-serbi dunia entertainment korea ini.

After the first show, I got hooked.
a month passed, and now I had 20 korean albums already :O that was really unexpected.

"Ireoda michyeo naega
yeoriyeori chakhadeon Geureon naega
neottaemune dora naega
dokhan naro byeonhae naega"

Dont think too much yet still do nothing.

For most things, you have to question. questioning is good. you  can  learn a lot about the purpose that it was there. If it is a bad thing, you can stop yourself halfway from doing it. Either way, it benefits you.

I dont think you have to ponder about everything though, because sometimes, it is better for you to just do it. don't question about it, and don't think about it.

If it's a good thing and you know it. And if you need to get it done quick or on a deadline, don't stop and think about why you're doing it. because the devil may change your mind, and deviate you into doing other things.

After you have done it, then you can take time to understand about what you are doing, because you don't have the luxury of time on your side.

When I'm in my holidays, the assignments that i could've finished in 1 day in my college, it took me 1 week to finish when I'm at home. I can't do it all on time because I always think a lot, and whenever I think too much about my studyplan in my holidays, I always end up doing something else. Then, my assignments suffer.. none of them were finished. But if I don't think too much about my plan, I would've finished everything as planned.

"You have to set up.
Bring it on!
Forward! "

Do as I say, not as I do.

Iv had enough of this. First I thought u are just showing me the other side of the world, but you are actually showing me YOUR world. You told me to get to know about this, and not to try this.. Yet you are doing this right in front of me. I thought you could me my role model. But no. Looks like youre not gonna be anymore. Now, im taking in whats good that you have taught me, get to know about the bad stuff and not to follow it.

So, I will get to my own world now after this.. Leave you to yours until you realise your own advice that youve given me.

Thanks my brother. For the exposure you've given me. Thank you for the lesson. Ill find my own way.

 "I stood by you
I didn't have to
And if I knew
I'd go away"

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Reminder

What would you do? if you knew that you will die at the end of this year.
What would you spend your time doing this year?

























































































































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Now, you know a little bit more about yourself. What kind of person you are...


"(come on and do it) Now,
(don't wait and) live it (today),
the prime time of your life"

Pack light, you are not a mule.

Studying stresses you sometimes. Even though if studying is something you're good at. Take a time off sometime and go out with your friends and experience nature at its best. This week, I have been with 15 of my friends out to Sungai Congkak, Broga Hill and Sungai Gabai to enjoy sometime with mother nature. Its a 2 day trip, so I didn't bring a lot of stuff with me. We had barbecue at Congkak at night, watched the sun rise in the morning at Broga, plus did some swimming and sliding at Gabai.

Eventhough its not some major event like going oversees or hosting a big party, you can feel the difference when going on a trip that you planned with your friends, compared to just following some trip that is already for you. You feel that you have achieved something great, that you're plan had gone well and everything was a success.

I first noticed the difference when I was going on a trip with my fellow school friends  and some teachers who joined us for a trip to Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. Although I was not the main people who organised the event, I felt attached to the emotion and the troubles that the people who managed the trip had. Because they are my friends, and did so much keeping the plan together like getting the sponsors, accomandations and everything, saving the trip from going down the drain.

Truthfully, most of the trips that I had before this with my family, I didn't enjoy myself that much because I took it for granted. I slept on the way going, and slept all the way back. I regret what I did, because I should have a lot more fun and a lot more memories to carry with me in my journey through life.
What I can do now is make every trip or time out with my friends and family, an enjoyable one. Making these trips a trip to remember.

"Somewhere beyond the sea,
She's there watching for me.
If I could fly like birds up high,
Then straight to her arms I'd go sailing"