Gone

I just got back from hanging out with my brother and his/ my friend Bani Aiman where we spent the whole day roaming Kuala Lumpur. We had evening tea at DOME and talked about our latest happenings. I enjoyed hanging with my brother and his friends. Every time I followed with him, I learned something new about the social life. I noticed that my brother likes to hang out often with his old school mate friends on semester breaks. I find it interesting that the group is still well connected even after a few years finished high school. Their bond is still strong, its like they've never been separated.

I reflected the situation on myself and knew that I am not like them. I've less contact with my fellow friends as soon as I left school. I'm not as close to them now as I was before we graduated. So I've decided to get in touch with every single one of my friends while I still can. I've started texting and calling them. Keeping the dying relationship alive. I don't want such a beautiful relationship to end. Because if not, after a while we could go be back to square one, trying to get to know each other back. All over again.

Before this, it's not that I forgot about them that I had not called. It's because I always feel that they are close to me, so I don't feel miss.

-A quote I heard from a senior student here:
"What makes someone dead? It's when they are forgotten"


"All I've wanted just sped right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the earth"