Gone

I just got back from hanging out with my brother and his/ my friend Bani Aiman where we spent the whole day roaming Kuala Lumpur. We had evening tea at DOME and talked about our latest happenings. I enjoyed hanging with my brother and his friends. Every time I followed with him, I learned something new about the social life. I noticed that my brother likes to hang out often with his old school mate friends on semester breaks. I find it interesting that the group is still well connected even after a few years finished high school. Their bond is still strong, its like they've never been separated.

I reflected the situation on myself and knew that I am not like them. I've less contact with my fellow friends as soon as I left school. I'm not as close to them now as I was before we graduated. So I've decided to get in touch with every single one of my friends while I still can. I've started texting and calling them. Keeping the dying relationship alive. I don't want such a beautiful relationship to end. Because if not, after a while we could go be back to square one, trying to get to know each other back. All over again.

Before this, it's not that I forgot about them that I had not called. It's because I always feel that they are close to me, so I don't feel miss.

-A quote I heard from a senior student here:
"What makes someone dead? It's when they are forgotten"


"All I've wanted just sped right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the earth"

Kau buat aku hilang mood.

Kalau kau cakap, kau nak aku dengar. Tapi bila aku aku cakap, kau dok main-main, kau tak nak dengar. Aku rasa nak sepak(kick) je muka kau. Aku tak suka betul orang yang tak nak dengar bila aku cakap. Satu lagi benda yang aku tak suka bila orang tinggikan suara kat aku. Nasib baik kau jenis tak tinggi suara. Kalau tak, memang aku dah tumbuk muka kau free-free je.

Aku mintak benda simple aje. Aku nak kau tutup je mulut and dengar aku explain. Ni tak. Kejap-kejap menyampuk, kejap-kejap komen, gelak-gelak, message. 7 Kali pulak tu kau menyampuk...
Memang tak reti bahasa lah tu.

"but we won't let it go for nothing"